anni05's Diaryland Diary



every night, i tell myself i'm going to go to bed at a reasonable time, but it always ends up being 4 am. it's 3:20 now. weird that i can't get myself to go to sleep (as if i'm in kindergarten again) when i'm so desperate to escape reality. i feel so held captive by The Way The World Works. this cannot be how we are all meant to exist--suffer, repeat, die. unless, of course, you're rich. but i shouldn't get into that.

ive been told a lot i'm negative. i think i'm just honest with myself. "i wish we were all rose-colored, too."

nobody's reading this and nobody cares so what does it matter what i say. i'm just procrastinating on going the fuck to bed

3:19 am - 08.04.20


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